I was otrtured beyond death… attempted murder in all and every way. I was a prisoner held hostage… =/ in a furnace. …Underground.
=D =D =D =D =D I escpaed one day after attempting to kill MYSELF many times because even as a 12-13 year old CHILD: I HAD MY PRIDE and would not let the bloody mafia win.. 😉 …Sooo one day I was screaming and crying to God, begging him to take my life… begging him to kill me, begging that I GIVE UP!!!!!! I cried and screamed every day… for years on end: I didn`t speak… Nobdoy found me… Never. By the time they got there, i was gone…
The Army, they were… I know now because I came back from heaven to meet them once they arrived… How? You will know God is.. Real, and powerful, glorious and love, and this is true, more truer than words can tell you or express, but you can easiyl comprehend this:
I was sitting on this path… This path from the … place… whereever that was, I don`t know… Syria, Russia, Novabraska, I think. I was facing away from the torture chambers.. the furnace: my bed was a furnace.
…I was sitting, smoking a cigarette, silent, crying, alone, when I suddenly collapsed, and faced the country side… and God told me that I was on the path to Heaven: I looked up, and just as God had spoken it to me, a bright holy white light appeared… So bright i could not see and even with my eyes closed, i had to flinch back, it was God: Jesus: he gave me a choice of his return… and everybody on earth`s end: the final return of Jesus Christ, OR if it was just and only me who wanted to go, right… But I was so tortured beyonmg belief, I just said to take my life and kill me, as fast as possible, to lift me up to Paradise in my Lords hands… The next second, a split multi second, My LORD God Savior was liftzing me up in his hands, and the light got brighter and stronger… And I was gone.
…I watched God create heaven out of swirling planets and universes, cosmoses blasting into another universal smitherines, spiraling like they eye of God in space had turned into a ring of a planets comets, and I was shown every kind of heaven.. an eterniyt of time passed.. it took one second: …. I experienced all heaven options, and you really can have and do anything at all…
And then at the end of that, God My Lord told me.. that is not the only option that there is of the afterlife: ….There is going back to earth and having every single afterlife option there too!!! =D Generally and geniunely INREUIGED by this, a curious mind I have always had while not really at all… =/ complete opposites, mixing into one complex personality, out of it, before it, after it and during, into curiosity completely while it no longer exists.. right.
….I decided to try the earth options… I could hear them all the entire time on earth.. celebrating that I was dead.. everybody sending gifts, presents, screaming in joy that i`d died… =/ they were NOT NICE!!! I was just a little kid…
….Anyway, that aside, I suddenly found myself back on the road where I had gone to heaven…. Suddenly, back in the memory where I had left.. and i was watching myself and walking with myself through a memory… a past life memory… This is where the afterlife options start: on earth or as it is in heaven….
You get to decide: this is exactly hwo to time travel… I will teach you how to time travel.
God Is My Lord and I love him: My true love of my life.. is my Holy Lord: divine Jesus Christ.